Is inner happiness superior to outer happiness?

[TiagoValis]

I have the inner confidence to know the value of ideas before using them. I could simply memorize an idea and use it systematically, every day and several times a day, but I have another option, which is "not doing it." Once the notion of the idea's value is created, the outside world is merely a confirmation of something I already know.

I remember a song that says, "How quickly I forgot that this is meaningless." That's how I feel about girls. They're all alive with something I don't need and nobody needs.