Argentum
Troubadour
I started doing heavy reading when I was twelve. After reading a particularly epic story, I remember looking at it and saying, "I can write as good as this." That was probably the first 'shift'. The possibility of looking at something so grand and realizing that it was possible to craft something as wonderful.
I read as many fantasy books as I could. All the stories were epics to me. They were all brilliant and perfect.Years later though, after many years of writing, I felt something sort of shift. I was reading one of R.A. Salvatore's newer books and something clicked so that I could finally realize the words on the page. It was like finally reaching his level where I could notice what words he used to make a sentence, how he wove his stories, and I could pick them apart if I wanted.
The last 'click' was this year. I took a book I had previously written and butchered it. While trying to make it worth publishing, I tried to remove as many loopholes as possible from my plot. I thought of how my characters would think, how the villian would respond, the bluffing and double bluffing, and then on top of it all, having to be smarter than everyone else in my book so that I could still have control over my story. This was the first time I had put so much effort into giving my characters the intelligence they deserved, knowing that if I wanted to weave my story into something worthy of hardcover (dreaming here), I would have to outsmart them all.
My question is this: has this ever happened to you? Have you ever actual felt yourself gain a level in writing? Or at least noticed yourself improving?
I read as many fantasy books as I could. All the stories were epics to me. They were all brilliant and perfect.Years later though, after many years of writing, I felt something sort of shift. I was reading one of R.A. Salvatore's newer books and something clicked so that I could finally realize the words on the page. It was like finally reaching his level where I could notice what words he used to make a sentence, how he wove his stories, and I could pick them apart if I wanted.
The last 'click' was this year. I took a book I had previously written and butchered it. While trying to make it worth publishing, I tried to remove as many loopholes as possible from my plot. I thought of how my characters would think, how the villian would respond, the bluffing and double bluffing, and then on top of it all, having to be smarter than everyone else in my book so that I could still have control over my story. This was the first time I had put so much effort into giving my characters the intelligence they deserved, knowing that if I wanted to weave my story into something worthy of hardcover (dreaming here), I would have to outsmart them all.
My question is this: has this ever happened to you? Have you ever actual felt yourself gain a level in writing? Or at least noticed yourself improving?