Ice Spider
Scribe
Personally, I'm not the least bit afraid of rejection letters. Everyone gets those. Honestly, I wouldn't care if no mainstream publisher ever accepted me, so long as I showed my work to other people and I saw they got some genuine enjoyment out of it.
But when I see people slamming an author, not for his/her book being of poor quality, but personally, it hurts me too. They don't even know the person, never met them at all...they could be totally decent, but will fall to personal insults and act if they've committed some kind of moral sin for daring to publish their work. I'm not saying I'd ever achieve the level of fame most of these authors have, of course (let's face it, a lot of the backlash tends to be from jealousy...there are a lot of wannabe writers in the fantasy crowd), but the thought of that being me is one of the most discouraging and terrifying roadblocks in my writing ambitions. Like I said, I'm not the least bit afraid of people not liking it, much less publishers rejecting it. But I have this weird (maybe narcissistic) feeling that if I publish my books this is going to come my way.
Of course, I realize this probably won't happen to me for the sheer fact I'm not likely to ever become very famous (even if I thought I was super talented the chances of any of us getting published would still be slim), but the thought of being a laughing stock terrifies me. I certainly don't think I've never written anything good, but I mean, I'm just going to honest...I'm no George R.R. Martin. I like to think I'm not a Paolini either, but just going off sheer odds I'm probably more towards that side of the spectrum. I'm just a fantasy nerd who loves writing with all his heart...maybe a little too much for my own good...
This is where feedback comes in I guess...I wanna put my stuff through the refiner's fire before I let any publisher get their hands on it, or even before I epublish it...just to make absolutely sure I'm not totally deluded if it really is a piece of crap. The problem is I'm not sure how many people who aren't close friends or family to sit through an 70 - 80 000 page novel...and publishers aren't likely to go into much depth with rejection letters...
If this sounds overly negative, I don't think it is really...I still have a love for crafting stories and even if I never choose to let it see the light of day writing still gives me a lot of joy. And you can't help but feel a little personal pride when you finish a novel, no matter how bad it is. But I'd like to have the courage to publish it and allow others to read it...
Can anyone relate/give advice?
But when I see people slamming an author, not for his/her book being of poor quality, but personally, it hurts me too. They don't even know the person, never met them at all...they could be totally decent, but will fall to personal insults and act if they've committed some kind of moral sin for daring to publish their work. I'm not saying I'd ever achieve the level of fame most of these authors have, of course (let's face it, a lot of the backlash tends to be from jealousy...there are a lot of wannabe writers in the fantasy crowd), but the thought of that being me is one of the most discouraging and terrifying roadblocks in my writing ambitions. Like I said, I'm not the least bit afraid of people not liking it, much less publishers rejecting it. But I have this weird (maybe narcissistic) feeling that if I publish my books this is going to come my way.
Of course, I realize this probably won't happen to me for the sheer fact I'm not likely to ever become very famous (even if I thought I was super talented the chances of any of us getting published would still be slim), but the thought of being a laughing stock terrifies me. I certainly don't think I've never written anything good, but I mean, I'm just going to honest...I'm no George R.R. Martin. I like to think I'm not a Paolini either, but just going off sheer odds I'm probably more towards that side of the spectrum. I'm just a fantasy nerd who loves writing with all his heart...maybe a little too much for my own good...
This is where feedback comes in I guess...I wanna put my stuff through the refiner's fire before I let any publisher get their hands on it, or even before I epublish it...just to make absolutely sure I'm not totally deluded if it really is a piece of crap. The problem is I'm not sure how many people who aren't close friends or family to sit through an 70 - 80 000 page novel...and publishers aren't likely to go into much depth with rejection letters...
If this sounds overly negative, I don't think it is really...I still have a love for crafting stories and even if I never choose to let it see the light of day writing still gives me a lot of joy. And you can't help but feel a little personal pride when you finish a novel, no matter how bad it is. But I'd like to have the courage to publish it and allow others to read it...
Can anyone relate/give advice?