I have been struck by alchoholism and through this addiction I have been unable to write. It's true that this disease ensnares anyone close to it, and for this I'm left without the ability to relate to those around me. I've posted messages that don't make sense, and have contributed to an internet troll culture I admonish. I wish I could forget transgressions done, but sin doesn't work like that. I want to apologize to the entirety of the MS community, who shared a dream and became disillusioned along its path. I'm the same ideas that promoted my interest in writing. In particular, I wish to say I'm sorry to Ankari, who's challenges forced me to write with reason. It'd be easier to walk away, but this unique community deserves more. I'm sorry if I've stunted that growth.