LionHardous
New Member
Hi.
I'm Leonardo and I'm 22.
I've always been an awkward person; the kind of awkward that would rather go to a library than a bar, or substitutes socializing with gaming.
Perfectionism and pessimism were traits that accompanied me all my life.
Naturally, this manifests in my writing too. I rarely feel motivated to write as i never find anything GOOD ENOUGH.
But even worse, it inflames my sense of lacking life experience.
Some times, ideas for plots and stories pop up in my head but I probably filter out 95% of them as i soon realize that it is not an idea that sets my veins ablaze. Or it's just an idea I took from a show im watching.
I'm also captivated by scenery and ambiance, leading to fluttering ideas about fictional realms that die forgotten in a clutter of folders.
Due to my situation of not being social, of never having felt love, or depressing about my life circumstances, i think I'm unqualified to write any interaction between people, or any signs/feelings of love.
At 22 years old, i technically haven't lived yet.
How do you guys suggest i battle this perfectionism and lack of experience in life, except for the obvious go outside and live.
Thank you for your patience and time.
I'm Leonardo and I'm 22.
I've always been an awkward person; the kind of awkward that would rather go to a library than a bar, or substitutes socializing with gaming.
Perfectionism and pessimism were traits that accompanied me all my life.
Naturally, this manifests in my writing too. I rarely feel motivated to write as i never find anything GOOD ENOUGH.
But even worse, it inflames my sense of lacking life experience.
Some times, ideas for plots and stories pop up in my head but I probably filter out 95% of them as i soon realize that it is not an idea that sets my veins ablaze. Or it's just an idea I took from a show im watching.
I'm also captivated by scenery and ambiance, leading to fluttering ideas about fictional realms that die forgotten in a clutter of folders.
Due to my situation of not being social, of never having felt love, or depressing about my life circumstances, i think I'm unqualified to write any interaction between people, or any signs/feelings of love.
At 22 years old, i technically haven't lived yet.
How do you guys suggest i battle this perfectionism and lack of experience in life, except for the obvious go outside and live.
Thank you for your patience and time.